The battle may be lost, but the war is yet to be...
At this point in time I so lost; lost in life, what am I doing? The rock to my life is gone and I just want to pick up the phone and hear his voice… Telling me a story, I miss them. Life isn’t the same, and wont ever be. What do I do? This is what I get for all the sins I have in my past, and lets face it Im at a war with myself.
Be the bigger person
I’m having a hard time seeing the past. I want to hurt myself, but I know I’m better than that!
Amends to all
Not only did I let the best of me, get me but I think I may have hurt some ties I have with the people I was closest with. I wasn’t mad at you, I was mad at myself. I didn’t see this till after all was done, I try to make the amends now. But it feels like it is too late, all I can do is have faith. And get over being sick!